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11/24/09 11:17 pm - Make The Best Outta It.



You have been such a sweetie this few days. And i apologize for being so selfish. I really appreciate the fact that you wanted to plan a surprise to meet me on Friday, when i came back from OBS. i really do, even though the surprise failed, I'm still very thankful that you actually waited 2 hours for me at Punggol jetty, followed me home, waited once again for me to bathe and brought me for a wonderful meal at sakae sushi. We kept walking the night, wasting time but it was precious to me. Thank you so much for spending that few hours with me, despite the fact i was such a bore, and all i could say out from my mouth was : ' OBS ... OBS .... ' You still withstand my nonsense. And you gave me my favourite, A sunflower. You hate carrying this kind of useless objects because it's an embarrassment to you, but you did, from Harbourfront all the way to Punggol. Thank You So Much.


We met for Church on Sunday, even though i was late, you treated it like a joke. It really comforts me knowing that i made you wait for me, yet again. After church we went out for dinner, it was especially meaningful to me because, it was my favourite outlet, Astons, and what's more is that you treated me to dinner. It may seem as just a simple gesture of giving $10 to the waiter, but to me, it was a real treat, a gift, a present ! After dinner, you sent me home, all the way to my bus stop. I would definately find it a chore as you live in Harbourfront, and i live in Hougang. You would have to pay for two bus fares and a train fare, for you to reach home. This small action of sending me home, means a lot to me, it shows how much you want me to be safe. It shows your care and concern you have towards me.

I know we havent met for 5 days, and i already planned for us to go out this week. But i just keep having many problems such as Mum wants me at home to clear all my nonsense and i had an outing with OBS, which just got cancelled recently. I just hope that you bear it with me for this time being. Promise me, that you'd wait for me to go out with you once again and spend more time with each other. I too promise you, that i will make more time for you, to make up for the time we lost when i was at camp. We have another 3 weeks ( or less ) to spend with each other, before we meet again next year, i will really make the best out of this 3 weeks ( or less ) and i do treasure every moment i have with you.

Thank you for everything you've done for me, ever since i got back from obs. Even though we may occasionally have small quarrels, but this few issues will never come in between us, i cross my heart.

Loving you always and forever more,
Debbie Zaini.

11/24/09 10:43 pm - I just wanted to take this time, to say how much i appreciate you.


Had heart to heart talks with Sonia<3 I really enjoy talking to her. We've been best friends for about a year now, and i never regretted knowing her. We've been together through many up's and down's and no matter what, we never quarrel. Its a miracle despite all our differences, we both actually can connect together. She is something i will treasure no matter what. They say ' Secondary friends are those you keep throughout the rest of your lives. ' That i truly hope will come true. I never wish to lose her no matter what, and love, i know your going through a tough time right now. But endure it, its a temporary issue only. It will definitely end soon, you just have to believe in it !

Whenever you need someone to talk to, whenever you need a shoulder to cry on, whenever you need a hug when you feel insecurity.

I will always be here for you.

Loving you always,
Best Friends Forever,
Debbie Zaini

11/21/09 10:53 pm - Outward Bound Singapore



Held from 16th - 20th November 2009. Those 5 days truly impacted my life. For the best or for the worst. Either way, I enjoyed myself to the fullest. The group Da Gama, i can vouch for this, was everything you could ever ask for. Enthusiasm, unity, endurance, everything ! I forged new friendships, and for the people i already knew, i got to know them better.

Anything you swear i never did, i did.

I did my small business in a forest. I did my big business in a public toilet. I ate so little - blame it on the little amount of food they actually provided us with. I carried a ridiculously heavy backpack from morning till evening. I kayaked around the whole of Pulau Ubin. Stayed up real late at night, gossiping till we finally fell asleep. Saw a real wild boar , and hear a 'wild boar' snore at night - yes it was a human in fact.

Somehow, i really miss obs now. i really hope that we don't lose contact.

There's just something about OBS that stays with you for life.

11/19/09 09:44 pm - YAY TOMORROW DEBBIE'S BACK:D

MISS YOU SO MUCH BABY
SEE HOPE U SEE MY POST WHEN U GET BACK:D LOVE YOU

11/17/09 09:48 am - Happy third month baby:)

love you so much.see I help you post stuff like you wanted me to:)

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10/25/09 01:58 pm





happy 15th birthday andrea judy wong kai li <3

yesterday was andrea's 15th birthday. filled with surprises, surprises and more surprises !

we did surprise her so many times she actually refused to go into Manhattan Fish market.

I've n
ever spent so much on my friend's birthday in one day.

food, cake, cab, food, cab. oh my. andrea you owe us big time.

Love you so much sweetie, and i hope you had a great day.

no matter what, we will be friends forever <3
 

10/24/09 12:00 am - Happy Birthday Andrea.



andrea. happy birthday dearest darling. i only got this chance recently to get to know you better. and yeah i appreciate everything we've done together. i love you so much dear. God bless you and once again, HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY DEAREST 15YEAR OLD FRIEND !

10/23/09 08:32 pm - We will always be friends









this whole week has been an awesome one. inter-class volleyball match has been great. 3B1 was very united. It was the first time we did something together. We cheered together. We laughed together. Though this year is going to end, i'm sure all the memories we had this year, be it good or bad, stay in a little room in our brain. all this outings, matches and activities we had really brought us closer together, and yes i feel that bond between all of us. whatever may come, 3B1, i love you guys !

8/10/09 06:20 pm - What is the tone, purpose, audience of this source ?

I hate studying. I can't concentrate. I keep walking around. Oh Lord Oh Lord, Please help me ! 

8/5/09 11:45 pm

I'm using itouch now. Not going to school tmrw l. I've got two days mc awesome


I miss you
I miss your smile
And I shed a tear every once every while
And even though we're different now
Your still here somehow
My heart won't let you go
But i need you to know that I miss you

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8/5/09 01:54 pm - Cos' I've got food poisioning.

 Andrea <3

 
School's becoming more and more of a drag. Thank God for your friends, who never fail to bring a smile on your faces.

8/3/09 09:48 pm - Sweet dreams or a beautiful nightmare ?

Saturday was a beautiful night,
don't you think ?


Festival Of Praise Anyone ?  )

7/29/09 08:42 pm - I look so beautiful today.



I like taptap revenge 2. I bought more stuff. I hate school. I wanta go for festival of praise. I need time to study.

I think i'm in love with you.

 

7/18/09 02:56 pm - I admit it, i was scared to answer love's call.



Down with flu. Two days MC. Not really making full use of it. I keep taking breaks. And resting and talking and texting.
Fruit Loops = sick people food. I'm sick and tired of studying at home.
Home's getting more and more noisier. So not condusive for studying.

I need to get out of here.
 

7/15/09 08:18 pm - EH SONIA, there's a ball beneath me !

I.quite.like.soccer.

Sonia, Jolie, Liyana & Shalyn. WE IS BIG FANS OF CHRISTINA IN GREEN SHORTS !!

I can't believe i actually scored a goal. okay. a few. but it rocked (: i wanna learn it like properly. Cos' i'm like ' AH BALL OH YES KICK DEBBIE KICK' that's all that go through my mind the whole time. HAHA. I had lots of super fun. My feet hurts. I've been ice-ing them since just now, it hurts ):

SOMEONE TEACH ME SOCCER.

Sometimes love comes around, and it knocks you down, just get back up, when it knocks you down.


7/14/09 08:10 pm - I want all the time in this world.



Notes. Notes. Notes. Keep copying from the textbook. But nothing gets into this stupid puny sized brain of mine. I really wish i had photographic memory. Maybe einstein / newton had a photographic memory. It'd explain so much. Mum keeps asking me to find tuition teachers. I'm having a cold / flu ( i never knew the difference ) but i just don't feel too good. I keep sneezing ): My eyes are swollen ): I'm sniffing ): But for the very first time, i really really wanna come to school cos' there's soccer tomorrow. With Laramine, Sonia<3, Varun, Oliver and lots more. I'm so excited. But if i'm really not feeling well. My apologies. Cos' i dont want to pass to you guys my germs ): Sorry ! )): Test everyday makes my head explode. I would like to eat the school now.

7/13/09 05:11 pm - And Debbie goes tumbling down the hill.


i feel super depressed now. Sonia's trying to cheer me up by persuading me to change my hotmail to depressedgerger1994@hotmail.com. I won't, sounds so horrible and i'd take forever to type that. I just really don't want to do anything now. Homework's piling up like mad. I just want to sit there and cry, staring at it really makes my life so miserable. i hate tests. so many tests. i can't stand all the pressure around me now. i don't understand why people are so smart and i'm not. I dont understand math. I dont understand so many things. I really dont know what to do. Mum's not home and i don't want to end up talking to the wall. I hate this life of mine.

7/12/09 09:54 pm - Detention.

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7/12/09 09:37 pm - Sparking Juice, Paper Cups, Swirly Straws, Picnic Mat.



Picnic was quite failurish. I lost my ring & necklace. But i really had fun yesterday with Laramie! Went back to Fort Canning today to find for the necklace, but it wasn't there ): Ah sharks. That sucks. [ it rhymes ! ] Headed to Esplanade w Laramie and talked till mummy called to scold my ass off ): Boo hoo.

But still, here i am - smiling,
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